Life sucks a bit more every day

OK, so I'm trying to stay positive. But I'm so bored. I'm not staffed because the period that I'm away in Italy is too "critical" for any project to hire me. Before that, nobody hired because there wasn't much to do. But right now, there's not even much in the way of busy work. I'm doing training in basic finance, i.e. "Is debt liability or equity" type of questions. I'm doing it anyway. Keeping myself sane, coz I don't want to keep thinking about how I'm an unwanted child!